مواقع تربح منها المال لعبة بينجو اون لاين كازينو الكويت لعبة بلاك جاك اون لاين العاب القمار على الانترنت

My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Oct 31

Just thoughts

Category: Life,Random Thought

I have too many thoughts in my head, it’s a mess, crowded and cluttered. The solitude, my big, showy, digital self-banishment, that hasn’t helped. Not that it would, not that it could. I mean, my being broken inside, my not being able to write or focus, or feel anything good, none of that has anything to  do with IMs or Tweets. I’ve done a lot of thinking recently, mostly when it’s dark and quiet, and I’m alone, wrapped in lonely. I just have to take what’s really weighing me down, and get free of that weight. I’m carrying too much, my backpack is too heavy. I’m exhausted. I’ve felt this way two Halloweens in a row, it’s so… my fault.

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  1. Teresa November 2nd, 2010 12:09 am

    Why do you judge your thoughts? They are yours and that is how it is…it’s what you do in response to your thoughts that’s important.

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