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Archive for November, 2019

Tattoo #86

November 29th, 2019 | Category: Life
Tattoo by Doc Dog’s Las Vegas Tattoo, Ybor…

So, this tattoo is arbitrarily #86, off of Aimee Mann’s Lost in Space from a song by the same name. I say it’s arbitrarily #86 because I really don’t remember exactly when I got it other than it was within the past six-ish years. I feel like I got it at the start of my… bad years, the song definitely matches how I was feeling at the time; broken, sad, astonishingly apathetic.

Anyways, we’ll call this #86. Oh, and why the bad years? Maybe we’ll get to that, we have nine tattoos to go.


What’s up?

November 09th, 2019 | Category: Life

So, I’m going around humming Kurt Cobain’s cover of The Beatles’ And I Love Her… That’s how I’m doing…

I’m with someone, and I love her, I love her so fucking much. I don’t say that lightly, we didn’t just meet… but that is another story in a story in a story that is not a story for today. I just, I haven’t felt like this, ever. I’ve been in love before, of course, but those loves weren’t what I feel now. I’m thinking about things I’ve never thought about, and wanting things I never even imagined I’d want. Yes, I know, a little vague, but I’m not up for sweeping narratives just now, not now. My thoughts scare me some, as new thoughts can do, I’m not ready to write them. Still, I want to write something, want to document the big long now.

I’m happy, in the big long now, I’m happy.