What to write
So, I keep starting my writing too late, I’m just too distracted. My trach’s bothering me, and that doesn’t help my writing at all. It doesn’t help anything. I feel… nervous.
A lot of it is, I’m trying to switch from a very narcotic cough medicine to a barely narcotic cough medicine, and the new one hasn’t really worked yet. Withdrawal isn’t the problem, my doctor’s spectacular, I haven’t felt sick at all. It’s just the cough, it gets so bad that I have to temporarily switch back to the medicine I’m supposed to quit.
I’m scared, I can’t live coughing. It’s not living, it’s just existing.
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