My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Dec 21

Random thoughts before a trache change

Category: Life,Random Thought

Does she still love me?

I’m cold.

Is she thinking about me?

Why does John Doe say to Detective Somerset, “I know you…” while he’s being arrested?

I have absolutely no business out-living people like Heath Ledger and Brittany Murphy.

Will I get to see her again?

I miss her.

Why am I such a fuck up?

I love her.

Am I going to go out sad, and broken, and lost, like Kurt and Elliott?

I have to give Jimmy his birthday present.

I’m really lonely right now.

Am I going to die today?

If I don’t die, I really want to see her. I really want to hold her close and kiss her slow.

I really wish she was here right now.

I like WordPress 2.9.

Talking to Mary you know you don’t have to shout. She can hear what you’re thinking like you were saying it right out loud.

I’m scared.


2 Comments so far

  1. Pete December 21st, 2009 8:18 am

    Yeah, why does John Doe say that ?

  2. concrete_bubble (kelly) December 23rd, 2009 11:01 pm

    I really want to know why John Doe says that. 🙂 Why does he say that?