My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

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Dec 23

These R the Thoughts

Category: Life,Opinions

This is one of my favorite Alanis Morissette songs, it’s a beautiful, clean piece of writing. It’s questions, and doubts, and worries set to music. It’s very much the way I think on a daily basis. I worry about being lonely. I worry that I’m not a good person. I worry about someone loving me. I worry that I’m too much of a fuck up to be happy. I worry that my life is a waste. I worry that I’m going to end badly, so far from what I want. I worry that writing with complete honesty about myself only isolates me. These are my thoughts.

Since I quit talking, I spend a lot of time in my head. It’s not easy to distract myself from myself. It’s not easy to escape my thoughts.


4 Comments so far

  1. concrete_bubble (kelly) December 23rd, 2009 10:58 pm

    I worry all the time. I drive myself nuts! This is a great song. I love Alanis. 🙂

  2. Loribelle December 29th, 2009 4:11 am

    Happy New Year!

  3. seth December 30th, 2009 5:47 pm

    I’m stuck in my head a lot, distracted by myself.. Do you ever meditate? Lucid dream?

  4. Aaron December 31st, 2009 1:49 pm

    Whenever I get stuck in my head like that, I just go talk to my Parrot! The best part is, she talks back only it never makes sense… Great song too by the way.