My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Jan 18


Category: Life

Someone asked me a few days ago why I think I have insomnia, and I said, “Well, when I was nine, I murdered several nuns.” If I don’t feel like answering a question, my first answer to that question is usually a joke answer. I’ll write my innermost thoughts for anyone to read, but one on one with someone, especially if they’re someone I don’t plan on knowing particularly well, I’m not always willing to answer the personal questions. So, after my nun answer, I said, “I don’t know, really.”

I wasn’t honest though. I know exactly why I don’t sleep at night, or why when I do nod off, I often have bad dreams and wake up scared. I know all the reasons why I don’t sleep. I really don’t sleep, I usually just go out from exhaustion. Sometimes I have horrible dreams, but I’m too tired to wake up right away. I know all the whys, and I don’t see those whys going away anytime soon.


3 Comments so far

  1. Dani February 7th, 2010 2:15 am

    HEllo..Do you speak any other languages besides English?

    And…I don’t know if you will be willing to answer a stranger but I was wondering about your dreams…Is something/one coming after you?

    My name is Danielle. I met you tonight at sacred grounds and all apologies for staring but, I wanted you to notice me. Thank you.

  2. Dani February 8th, 2010 12:35 am

    You must be over exaggerating just a little I mean every now and then you must experience some sense of a [leasant dream … you know like flying above everyhting in an ascape to the stars..

  3. michael February 8th, 2010 12:52 am

    Dani: I really don’t exaggerate, they’re all bad dreams.