Dec 3
In here somewhere
Well, December’s not going to be perfect, post-wise. لعبة الحظ الحقيقية I fucked it up yesterday. This is okay, I accept it. I need to get back to quality, I’m so far from quality I barely remember it. Still, past all the anxiety, and stress, and nightmares, is me. I’m in here somewhere…
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I just wanted to note that I’m checking in now and then – interested to hear what you have to say when you’re ready to write again. I’m not hoping you hurry, though. Seclusion is necessary sometimes.
I like december, for me is a good season. At this month I see so many people I like, and it’s always full of things happening everywhere. Of course there’s lots of things I totally don’t understand, like christmas lights, and the fake snow south here (we are in the middle of the summer down here, hot and rainy – the christmas tree and Santa Claus’ north pole winther clothes doesn’t make any sense! But it’s everywhere…).
I don’t know why, but I like this fucking cliché of december, the season of forgiveness and things like that. It makes me feel comfortable, even if it is a little bit fake sometimes.
Tis’ the season to…eh.. who gives a crap, lol. Hey Mike it’s me, Im at school right now cuz I completely forgot about my classes next semester and what I’m doing with my life…because I just keeep forgetting ahhh!!!!1
So I’m at school right now waiting to see a counselor or someone who can help me figure out my life.. and that’s why I’M NOT AT YOU HOUSE RIGHT NOW LIKE i SAID i WOULD BE YESTERDAY 🙁