My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Sep 5

Oh, hi…

Category: Life

Oh, hi…

No, I haven’t forgotten about this blog. Honestly, it’s one of my favorite things, it’s stupidly important to me. I remember when it was really pretty good, I wrote with a sort of crazy darkly optimistic abandon. I really wanted my thoughts put into words, put into pixels, it felt right, and good. Even if I was sad, I’d write the Hell out of that, and it was so sharp, and real, and kind of beautiful. People said it was beautiful. I miss that place so much, I just want to go back. I’m really very scared I can’t go back.

I almost know I can’t.


3 Comments so far

  1. anonymous September 5th, 2011 9:43 pm

    You got this.

  2. anonymous September 6th, 2011 3:13 am

    “When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.”
    ~ Unknown

    “Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail.”
    ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

    “Don’t be discouraged. It’s often the last key in the bunch that opens the lock. ”
    ~ Unknown

    “It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop. ”
    ~ Confucius

  3. Otávio Pacheco September 6th, 2011 10:38 am

    I’ve got the same feeling when I turned 30. Such emptiness. I feel it’s passing away, but still not. I’m 31 now.