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Jul 10

Feeling nervous

Category: Life

So, lately I’m really nervous. It’s hard to focus on anything, hard to think. It’s all stuck in my head, so many things I’m scared to write. I don’t even feel like me anymore. If I were me, I could write write it, but I can’t. I feel like I’m just a ghost of me.


4 Comments so far

  1. josh July 10th, 2014 6:32 pm

    Hopefully getting this out helps a bit!

  2. John July 10th, 2014 6:54 pm

    Hang in there. I’m feeling the same way lately. I’m 44, mid career, and I hate my job. Luckily I have a wonderful family. But I am consumed by work. Ughhh.

  3. maria X (Mrs. Xenick in your school life) July 11th, 2014 8:15 am

    It makes me sad reading this 🙁 When I return we will have a chance to catch up I hope! Take care!

  4. Otávio Pacheco July 11th, 2014 2:33 pm

    Writing is a crazy thing… It’s hard to take feelings out of the head and put on the paper. It’s some kind of translation. Sometimes I have so many things to say and to take away of myself, but it seems so impossible to find the words, to organize this fluxus on a linear, or even unlinear crazy lyrics, that I feel unable to write anything. Maybe it’s like what you are experiencing right now.