My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…
Archive for August 27th, 2008

Emo Goth Atheist Poetry Blog

August 27th, 2008 | Category: Life

For a few hours this week I seriously considered making this an Emo Goth Atheist Poetry blog, but I’m not quite ready. I really don’t have the energy for it, nor do I know how to write poetry. Also, as much as I thought about it over about fourteen-hours, I’m definitely not an Atheist. The idea that God couldn’t hate me or punish me because there is no God seemed really nice, but then it felt really empty and frightening. If there is no God, even a God that hates me sometimes, then that means I’m entirely alone. I have nowhere to go for help, or to ask for forgiveness to get help. Everything would be random, and I just don’t like or accept that idea. I can’t. Maybe I’m weak, I don’t know.


Left of center

August 27th, 2008 | Category: Life,Random Thought

If you want me you can find me left of center, wondering about you.