My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Sep 29

Fucked up

Category: Life

I’m so exhausted and fucked up right now. The ambulance just left because my trache went crazy and I couldn’t stop coughing, which, of course, got better after they arrived. Obviously, I’m glad I didn’t have to go, but I feel pretty Goddamn fucking stupid. My head hurts from coughing. I have things to do tomorrow, I’m nervous it’ll happen again. I feel like a ridiculous failure. I wish I could sleep for a thousand years.


6 Comments so far

  1. kristen September 29th, 2008 11:56 am

    Remember tattoo number 10.

  2. Candyce September 29th, 2008 8:04 pm

    Hey Buddy— You may “feel like a ridiculous failure,” but just know there are some folks in Dallas, Tx who think you rock the Casbah…

  3. michael September 29th, 2008 8:17 pm

    Others might say otherwise.

  4. Candyce September 29th, 2008 9:55 pm

    Those naysayers will never get invitations to my parties.

  5. Teresa September 29th, 2008 10:24 pm

    clearly you had no control over what happened tonight…do there is no way that you failed at anything!

  6. Steph September 30th, 2008 12:36 am

    You are not a failure.

    Rest. Rest. Rest.

    Dream of fabulous tattoos.