My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Aug 15

Broken and gone

Category: Life

I’m broken and gone and I don’t think I’m coming back. Thank you for reading, I tried to make this place something good. I’m sorry I failed.


8 Comments so far

  1. Georgette Green August 15th, 2011 3:51 pm

    You have not failed. You have allowed me to know and understand that my son, even with the challenges he faces in life, thinks and feels like all of us do. You will never realize how much your thoughts and feelings have helped me to understand my own son and his future. Things I thought he would be immune to, I know he will have to face….and I will not be blind-sided, thanks to you….Please keep writing your thoughts and feelings, even when you think they help no one….there will always be that one person that you make the difference for….Thank you…..

  2. Phil R. August 15th, 2011 3:53 pm

    you’ve hardly failed. this is the process of healing and growing. it sucks, but it gets better. never give up.

  3. Stephanie August 15th, 2011 4:01 pm

    We’re all broken. Just don’t be gone.

  4. Cari August 16th, 2011 12:09 am

    What are your thoughts on Reeve Carney being cast as Jeff Buckley in the upcoming Jeff Buckley film? Personally, I’m just glad it wasn’t Robert Pattinson or James Franco.

  5. Gel August 16th, 2011 2:07 am

    Hang in there, Michael. Don’t let it get to you. I’ve only known about your blog in the last few weeks, but your strength and your story has touched me. Somehow it made me realize that being alive will always be a struggle, it may be different for everyone, but how we hurt will always be the same no matter where or who we are. We hurt deep inside, and that is just part of life. But it only makes us strive harder, and to go on. Better things come, trust that they will. And just reading little snippets of your thoughts, even if you think you’ve failed to make this place something good, it inspires me. Your words matter. Whether you just write “I’m here” or just post “fuck!” or even just three little dots… They let us know you’re there, and those of us who follow also try to survive. I am halfway around the world and you touch me and inspire me to go on. You are not alone. You are never alone. I may never get to know you for real and you probably never heard of the place where I am, but I am with you. I am with you. Go ahead and feel broken, until you’re ready to pick up the pieces again. When you feel alone, just remember that in a place so far away, halfway around the world, someone is thinking of you, wondering if you’re feeling better, hoping to read a new post from you, just to know you’re still there. And then start writing more when you’re ready. But don’t be gone. You are helping, and we are grateful. Like Stephanie said, we’re all broken. So please don’t be gone.

  6. Pacheco August 16th, 2011 11:04 am

    Keep going, man. It worth reading, you are talented. Writing isn’t a simple thing. Take your time, rest, read, watch some movie and then come back.

  7. Mindy August 16th, 2011 10:58 pm

    Take a break, but don’t disappear. You’re a talented writer. You will find your muse again. I enjoy your blog. You and I have some things in common (music, books.)

  8. dani August 18th, 2011 4:32 pm

    There’s a film about Jeff BUckley?? Halleluia!