My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Feb 17

Fuck absolutely everything

Category: Life

I’m so Goddamn tired of having no fucking control cover anything. I don’t just mean in the existential/philosophical sense, I mean, literally. I don’t feel like explaining just now, it’s too stupid and I’m spent.


7 Comments so far

  1. Bill Binko February 18th, 2016 12:13 am

    I’m sorry Michael,

    I can’t imagine your frustration, but I will let you know that there are many out here who care about your words and that you continue to share them. I’ve mentioned it before, but if you’d like to check something off your bucket list, I’m still ready and willing to help with the “firing a gun with a switch.”

    If there’s anything I can do to help, please don’t hesitate to ask.


  2. Jay February 18th, 2016 12:25 am

    Don’t know why, because normally I consider myself a way more complex, rationally thinking, enlightened individual, but there’s a lyric by my nearly life-long pal Mr. Billy Corgan (it’s a one-sided relationship! Lol) from the song “33” where he says …”and so I pull my collar up and face the cold…on my own.” It’s pulled me thru some trying times my man. Lend it an ear. It’ll at least warm your bones…

  3. Dani February 18th, 2016 8:43 am

    I love you man. Just fucking let it all out. NO one is here to judge.

  4. Tim February 18th, 2016 9:47 am

    I like to think I’m an empathetic person, but I’ve come to realize that I usually don’t have a clue. So, I admit, I can’t imagine. At all. I’m here with you, though. You have every right to what you’re feeling, even if I can’t really relate. Take care. Peace

  5. Priscilla February 18th, 2016 11:54 pm

    I agree with what everyone else has said. Your voice is important to a lot of people and we’ll be here to listen when you need it. I’m sending love your way.

  6. Matt February 19th, 2016 10:21 am

    I don’t see how you do it. I admire your strength and will to strive on. Sometimes I turn to you to get a better understanding of what I’m going through, but it doesn’t compare. If I could trade this life, I would, because I’m bound to waste it. You could do much more, being the artist you are.

  7. Shush February 28th, 2016 1:16 am

    I hope getting this makes u happy. I’m not happy though and I have all control of my life… Or I so suppose so. But it still is not in control. I wish I had ur zest for life. I should learn that from u. And I’m socially secluded too at this point. Just don’t have the energy to make an effort. Waiting for a new chapter in my life. Ur more happening that anyone out that who seem to think that they have control. i should have gratitude. U teach me gratitude. I learn how to value life from u. I don’t know. I just wanted to reach out to u and I hope u do feel happy and smile when u read this. That’s all I wanted to do. Hopefully someone does that to me too. Xoxo
    Say a little prayer for me if u belive in that ….