My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Jun 20

So beautiful…

Category: Random Thought

She’s so beautiful, I can’t type, or think. I’d forget to breathe if I didn’t have a machine to remind me. In that moment, looking at her looking at me, there’s no fear or reverie. Melancholy doesn’t exist. She’s brandy, she’s morphine, she’s everything. She’s divinity on earth, her gaze is utterly too much to bear. In that moment, dying for another person makes perfect sense. Let the zombies take me, my throat for hers. She’s my fix for every fix. I love her more than I have the skill to write.


5 Comments so far

  1. Angie June 20th, 2008 3:03 pm

    Hi Mike,

    My name’s Angie and I live in Ontario, Canada. Thanks to the wonders of satellite tv, I just finished watching your episode of This American Life. Ironic that a Canadian would take interest in this show? Of course. But I’m glad I watched it. I was very touched by your story and I was completely blown away by your positive attitude and strength. It must also be said that you made me laugh several times. You have a great sense of humour, and in reading your blog, it shows even more. I just wanted to say hello and let you know that your story has reached farther than you might think. Not to mention, how cool was the Johnny Depp thing? Awesome.


  2. Francoise June 20th, 2008 11:49 pm

    I just saw you … It was by pure coincidence ; my husband was watching one of his crime show and during the commercial break changed channels (like he always does , just drives me crazy) …..
    I’m still enthralled, impressed,moved by you. Your beautiful mind, your wit, your sense of humour touched me.
    I also like you Sarah a lot, the insight she has on life is very interesting and intriguing.

    I hope you will keep your spirit high ( I can only guess how difficult it could be sometimes) And I hope you will be happy.

    Avec affection
    Francoise (from Montreal)
    Sorry if this post may sound funny ; I’m french so It’s kind of difficult to express myself properly.

  3. anita June 22nd, 2008 10:48 pm

    Oh, I’d say you described your love for Sara with all the skill of a poet drowning in wild crazy love. Beautiful words.

  4. Doug Anderson June 24th, 2008 4:00 pm

    Mike and Sara,
    I know I am getting to know you both more as a couple than as individuals but that is okay, right? I am one of the managers you have met at the Wine Exchange. I love talking with you. Reading your blog has helped me to understand that I want to react more with Mike. I have a 25 year old son in Denver, so you can help me stay in touch with new trends and fads!

    As I was reading some of your postings I am touched with the comments you made about being at a party when you undoubtedly have the perfect comment aren’t allowed to respond because of the muscular atrophy. Most people don’t know when to stop talking or better yet when to listen – you are forced to do both, although you have figured out your escape route by going inside.

    So I promise not to focus on either of our life problems and try to get to know you each as people and hopefully friends.

    I look forward to seeing you again soon. I am off until Thursday. Enjoy each other.

  5. Michael June 25th, 2008 3:28 am

    Thanks all!

    Doug, thanks for the note!