My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Jan 25


Category: Life

I have a cold, and I’m stressed about other things. Last night, I was really very down, just not happy about anything. I was thinking about chucking this blog, calling it a day. I’m not writing well, I’m not feeling well, nothing’s going the way I want. Still… still still still… Quitting the blog only guarantees that it’ll never get better, just like quitting life guarantees the same. So, I’ll keep posting shit posts, and I’ll keep waking up in the morning, and maybe life will turn right again. If it never does turn right, it won’t be because I quit trying.


3 Comments so far

  1. Veronica January 25th, 2013 5:02 pm

    Don’t give up. I hope you feel better soon!

  2. sara January 25th, 2013 5:28 pm

    We all have days where the walls cave in…no wait, collapse on us. My father almost died of the flu a couple of weeks ago, I’m about to be laidoff from my job, and not being in a relationship in sometime because of this job that took my time but now I’m going to lose anyway…crap, how duped I was about life.
    I really hope you feel better. Listen to your body and respond as needed-who said this life was anything but one long migrane 😀

  3. Erin January 27th, 2013 2:18 am

    Michael – I don’t know what to tell you to make you feel better. I don’t know if telling you that since I saw you on TAL I’ve been following you, and so has my family across the country, and my friends across the world. (Ireland, New Zealand, Turkey) We don’t need dense, provocative prose. We just need you to write. Because we all care about you, and hope you’re OK, and check in all the time.
    So write that you have nothing to write. Or write about love, or zombies, or fear, or family.
    We are always reading.