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Archive for December, 2013

It’s my birthday, again

December 31st, 2013 | Category: Life

So, today is my birthday, again, for the thirty-third time. I’m thirty-three. I feel… old.

I don’t feel like writing much else just now.


A week off

December 31st, 2013 | Category: Life

So, I took a week off, blew my vow, but I don’t feel too bad about it. I think I need to strive toward quality rather than quantity.

Something to do next your…

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December 26th, 2013 | Category: Life

So, I got some really spectacular presents, and I have absolutely no idea what I did to deserve them. Randy (ex-step-dad) was beyond generous.

I know of one person who might be reading this and almost certainly thinking that I should take my presents and go die in a car fire, which is comforting.


Merry Christmas!

December 25th, 2013 | Category: Life
Christmas morning…

Christmas morning…

Just before the opening of the presents… We’re waiting on my brother, then we find out if Santa brought more than coal.

Good waiting music…


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My favorite Christmas song

December 24th, 2013 | Category: Life,Opinions,Thoughts on Music

So, this song is so beautifully written, part of it is tattooed on me. It’s not a “I’m one of those Christmas lunatics, I have ho ho ho tattooed on my face,” thing, the lyrics are just that good. Tattoo good.

The song, Calling On Mary, is one of two original Christmas songs written by Aimee Mann for her Christmas record, One More Drifter in the Snow. I know I’ve mentioned the record before, it’s a Christmas staple for me. I feel like Aimee really captures the melancholy beauty of Christmas. In adulthood, Christmas still retains its magic, its fun, but there can be romance, loneliness, lost love, introspection, experiences that come with age. Drifter embodies all the facets of Christmas through eyes that have seen decades of Christmases.

There’s still time to enjoy it, buy it on iTunes!

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Happy birthday…

December 23rd, 2013 | Category: Life
Kitty Jesus

Kitty Jesus

Happy Birthday Kitty Jesus!

May we all learn from His adorable teachings of love.

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December 22nd, 2013 | Category: Life

I should write something real, and I will. Soon.

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December 21st, 2013 | Category: Life

So, today we finished the Christmas shopping, my brother and I always go at pretty much Zero Hour. It’s just his way. I personally like the craziness, the decorations, most people look cheerful to be part of the last minute rush. Some dread this hustle and bustle, I think it’s fun.

Though, every year, while waiting in some line or another, I think, “If the zombies came right now, this would be less fun.”

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December 20th, 2013 | Category: Attempted Poetry,Creative Flash,Life

Kind eyes, midnight eyes meeting my melancholy green.

A conversation in glances, in magnetic looks, learning each other without words.

Her eyes are beautiful and warm and so right now, seeing the me that I am, laid bare, the me without masks, without the choice of presentation. Soothing stormy eyes, calm in a tempest eyes, seeing the me that maybe only God sees.

Soft finger-tips brush my cheek, my chin, my lips.

Then a fleeting kiss.

A fleeting kiss.

A fleeting kiss.

A flash of perfect moments kept in existence with imperfect words.

Lovers not to be, want to be, maybe.

Who knows?

I don’t know.



December 19th, 2013 | Category: Life

The world really is a beautiful and radiant place. Tonight reminded me of such.

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