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Dec 11

Christmas tree 2013

Oh Christmas tree…

Oh Christmas tree…

So, this is my 2013 Christmas tree…

Despise my current downess, I’m really trying to enjoy Christmas. Honestly, no matter what, it really is my favorite time of year. I love the shiny decorations, hunting for presents for people I’m grateful to have around, helping folks who are down on their luck to have fun that many people take for granted, all the Christmas movies, I really am a fan of Christmas. Still, it’s like, all the cheer and bright lights… amplify whatever melancholy I’m feeling. I miss people who are gone, I miss parts of me I’ve lost. It’s… I don’t know.


4 Comments so far

  1. Veronica December 12th, 2013 7:07 am

    What a beautiful Christmas tree! Much prettier than mine.

    And I feel the exact same way. Christmas trigger something in me, a sadness I can’t control. I miss something very much. I miss people. I also miss YOU.

    Hope your spirit will pick up soon.

  2. Trina December 12th, 2013 9:43 am

    It is ironic that Christmas is both so beautiful and brings such a message of hope but also seems to amplify what I feel I am missing…relationships, material things, emotional strength.

  3. Otávio Pacheco December 12th, 2013 11:15 am

    Beautiful Christmas tree, very well decorated. I ain’t have no Christmas tree, now I’m living alone for some years, renting one chamber for a french girl, that doesn’t seems to like Christmas, and also this sadness and weird feeling of this season. But here is summer at this time of the year, it makes a lot of difference, I guess.

  4. SUEACLAY December 13th, 2013 7:32 pm

    Mikey Mike, Uncle Jack says Grandma, Margie, Uncle & Mimi were a very important part of our life…they taught us…the meaning of Christmas…the christchild was the centerpiece of our Christmas! Sharing love of family was uppermost in our celebrations in addition to decorating “AMBRIDGE STYLE'” & welcoming friends & family! We have tried to pass on to our children the same love & warmth that gave us the magic of christmas….You are part of that magic…love you…MERRY CHRISTMAS!