My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

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Dec 9

Psych room

Category: Life

So, right now I’m in a psych room, it’s absolutely bare, there are no curtains. It’s nothing like a medical room. I’m sitting here writing and listening to Nirvana, which I find kind of beautiful.


9 Comments so far

  1. Will December 9th, 2008 3:35 pm

    Even though Kurt ended his life, I appreciate him way more than Smith as, the guy tapped into something, totally hounded by his own demons, he at least fought back and, rocked out. He never freaked out or got angry, which, his music would seem to suggest otherwise…in interviews even though he was sarcastic, he Bothered to explain himself, and He at least found the joy of love and had a child before he made that fate sealing decision which I’d imagine had he the chance, he’d take back in a heartbeat, because that decision I believe was made under the influence of both chemically based depression as well as chemicals, the strongest kind and the most evil of all. The one that fakes you out into believing there’s nothing better when in reality, it’s a potent valium, that’s all.

    Enough of my unasked for opinions of musical artists; Enjoy the Experience. Take it in, but don’t feel obligated to have any of it make sense or judge it; just flow, and think on it later.

    Peace Out for now, Chillscout. Glad you’re here.
    really man, really.

  2. Espo December 9th, 2008 11:30 pm

    Hope everything goes ok and you get what you need. Wish I had a pink bracelet.

  3. redandjonny December 10th, 2008 2:14 am

    Shouldn’t you be listening to Eliot Smith? OR is that what got you in this room in the first place.?

  4. Will December 10th, 2008 2:23 pm

    Welcome to Today, a Whole Brand New One.

    Keep the Faith brotha.

    Hope it’s interesting or writing fodder at the very least, rewarding and insightful towards “at best”.

  5. teresa December 11th, 2008 1:11 pm

    We must recognise that the suffering of one person or one nation is the suffering of humanity. That the happiness of one person or nation is the happiness of humanity.
    – Dalai Lama

  6. Will December 11th, 2008 8:03 pm

    the Australian natives have such unity that they have a belief that says, if one of us learns something, we All Do. If one of us feels pain, we all do. Their beliefs include a note on selfishness; they actually don’t mind theft, or negative social deeds, as long as the Why is shared, and the experience is learned from but most of all, SHARED. Wrong, Right, healthy, unhealthy, they don’t care, the only selfishness is to not Share it.

    Much merit there….

  7. Will December 11th, 2008 8:41 pm

    not to push you but……..

    How’s Things? You have such tremendous ability to relate to us all where you’re at…….We’re all curious in the most healthy of ways.

  8. Will December 11th, 2008 8:45 pm

    Good , Great, Fantastic, horrible, ungodly painful, we don’t care, you find that voice, that does so much for so many that also helps you, …. that regardless of circumstance, reminds us all of what truly matters and brings us objectivity and joy, so, if you’re not busy and have the …time…..

    fill us in man. No expectation, raw, unfiltered, we can handle it.

  9. Will December 11th, 2008 8:49 pm

    ….And Do NOT force anything, (suggestion from fears)…if you’re needin’ “Alone Time” or, you’re busy, don’t feel obligated in any sense.

    Just, ….know…….there’s some serious ass Peeps out there who…….. desire your happiness maybe more than their own. And willing to trudge thru the mire to get there…… we are unconditional in our appreciation of you, and how wonderfully you express yourself.

    You bring out the best in some of us Mike