My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Aug 19

So again

Category: Life

So, I’m re-focusing myself, starting new. Writing really dark helps me get back to clarity. It’s almost like cutting my wrists, feeling the end, but waking up and not liking how that end felt. It’s the only way I know how to start over when I feel absolutely lost.

All that stuff I couldn’t write, I’ve let it go for now. Maybe I’ll write the most important parts later, after a little distance, I’m not sure. Tonight, I’m focusing on what’s ahead.

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  1. Sue Anne August 19th, 2009 2:43 am

    Do you have any sort of private blog that you post to about stuff you might not necessarily want the world to see? But, stuff you need to vent about? I’ve thought about setting something like that up mostly to talk about relationship / intimacy issues. It’s the one thing that I don’t really talk about anywhere, but I’ve recently made some decisions in my life that make it more important to talk about. Just haven’t figured out where that goes yet.

    Did you know your blog interface has switched to a different language?