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Conversations with Kim: Sad Little Girls and Jesus

August 18th, 2009 | Category: Life

My friend, Kim, and I were talking earlier about sad little girls and a possible theological sitcom…

we’re like Sarah, Plain and Tall, or Little Lotta. Little Lotta, though she’s morbidly obese, she still manages to find happiness. oh that Jesus, always getting into trouble. we should write a sitcom, “That Darn Jesus.” are you ok? Jesus, Judas, the other apostles, Mary, Joseph, Satan, God the Father, the Holy Ghost, and Jesus’ mad-cap best friend, Kenny. They’ll have crazy adventures every week on FOX. I think we need a bigger audience than Adult Swim. no? Jesus and Kenny are the main characters, and Judas is always startin’ shit.

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August 18th, 2009 | Category: Life

So, writing hasn’t been easy for awhile. I’m depressed, distracted, very uneasy. As much as I believe in transparency, the things that are bothering me are things that I just can’t write. Well, I could write these things, I just don’t feel comfortable writing them. I don’t know what to do. I can’t write what’s the loudest in my head, and if I can’t write that, I can’t write anything.

I’m so absolutely tired of almost being happy, then not. I’m tired of decisions that aren’t mine. I’m just tired. I want to say, “fuck all.” I want to put my fists through glass. I want everything to burn. I want oblivion.