My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Nov 21

New trache time

Category: Life

So, in the morning I’m going for my monthly trache change, and I feel oddly indifferent. I’m not nervous right now, which could change, but for the moment I’m just indifferent. I feel really weird not talking to Sara, not before, or after, provided that there is an after. I mean, there usually is, but nothing’s particularly certain. It’s odd letting go of her, more odd than letting go of my voice, or the hot cocoa I used to sip so fondly. It’s odd wanting other things too.

I also got my thirteenth tattoo tonight, which I’ll write of tomorrow, unless something stupid happens.


2 Comments so far

  1. Rachel November 21st, 2008 2:36 am

    Nothing stupid will happen. But I am sending you love and relaxing vibes nonetheless. <3

  2. Laura November 21st, 2008 12:10 pm

    I hope everything goes as smoothly as possible. I’ll be thinking of you.