My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Apr 13


Category: Life

So, lots of isolation, and the inability to type more than fifty words per hour equate to heretofore unseen levels of depression. Loneliness of this kind is really difficult. I never saw myself writing sad short-form poetry/prose, but here we are. I’m so tired of everything, and tired of not being able to fix it.


7 Comments so far

  1. Kny April 13th, 2009 1:42 pm

    There has got to be a solution to the typing problem out there. I can only assume you are beyond frustrated. Sounds like if you could only find a solution things wouldn’t seem so dire.

  2. Aimee, that's who April 13th, 2009 2:04 pm

    Oh, Michael, I’m sorry. I’m depressed too today. At this point, I’m distracting myself going thru my old photo albums. I’m posting them to my flickr page.

    Perhaps they can help waste your time (sorry, it’s all I can muster today). I am so lame sometimes.

    Keep writing when you can my neat-o, coolio twitter friend.

    (my sarcastic smile looks just like my regular smile.)

  3. Hammer April 13th, 2009 2:26 pm

    The nueroswitch is soon to be arriving! Just a few more days, then things will seem possible again.

  4. undeadbydawn April 13th, 2009 2:28 pm

    how do you type? physically? I can have a go at finding alternative systems for you. That’s kind of my job, ish

  5. G.Memi April 13th, 2009 3:19 pm

    50 words is 50 words. Thanks for the ones that get through. Can’t wait for 100, 200, 500, 5000, 50000, 500000.

  6. espoY April 13th, 2009 9:03 pm

    It may seem lonely. But you got us and the internet!
    I really and wishing you the best with the nueroswitch. Because you of all people deserve it to work for you. You have so much stuff to say and express and people who want to read it.

    Maybe right now is the time to have patience. May good things come to those who wait. And in the mean time watch some garbage tv. Because as bad as you think you have it, you are doing way better than those skanks on vh1’s tough love.

  7. Susie April 13th, 2009 11:31 pm

    Why isn’t the need for a new switch considered an emergency? If someone is locked in a elevator, that’s considered an emergency . . .